I am not happy with this poem. 1st, theres an error. 2nd, I don't like the fuck part. 3rd, it doesn't make sense anymore. 4th, its so hard to edit it cause its fixed. So I hate this poem.
I don't know what to do yet. so I'll leave it there until I figure out what to do.
I am going to read a book.
BabuBabu :)
-R
Game Over
Game Over
Shouting out loud from my heart,
You and I, the day has come that we fell apart.
For all the confusions, I am very sorry,
Saying our goodbyes, everything seems so blurry.
Not so long ago we were so happy together,
Foresee my own future, as your "partner"
But all has been just an illusion,
Tears in my eyes, unanswered questions
Things you said, left me with no option.
I didnt expect I would get this feeling,
not knowing I'd be broken hearted & shattering,
These past few months, I thought it was something
Soon I realized, it was like a game we were playing
You won, I lost, Thanks for nothing.
Shouting out loud from my heart,
You and I, the day has come that we fell apart.
For all the confusions, I am very sorry,
Saying our goodbyes, everything seems so blurry.
Not so long ago we were so happy together,
Foresee my own future, as your "partner"
But all has been just an illusion,
Tears in my eyes, unanswered questions
Things you said, left me with no option.
I didnt expect I would get this feeling,
not knowing I'd be broken hearted & shattering,
These past few months, I thought it was something
Soon I realized, it was like a game we were playing
You won, I lost, Thanks for nothing.
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My Cutiesss :)
Awww.. Sweeeeeet! :)
Darn!... Kick the monster's Arse! hehe
Darn!... Kick the monster's Arse! hehe
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My Celebs
Will Devaughn
Will Devaughn
My Afro-american/german/filipino, Tall, dark and handsome.. soon to be... Boyfriend.. He is SOOOO HOT! damn! grrrrr lol
As Ive mentioned earlier, we watched TFC (the filipino channel) and seen ASAP 08' (Filipino noontime show in the philippines) and this newbie caught my attention! So I just thought it would be good if I make a quick post about him as I cant keep him off my mind since I watched him do his moves on TV, Damn, seriously this guy could dance! So I wrote a lil sumfin for him.. hehe
Hottie I want your baby
Oh my god, he is so hot,
like a boiling stew in a pot,
with all the ingredients and spices
it makes my stomach jump like there are mice's
He may seem a bad boy on this pic
Like a playboy who acts like a complete dick
Trust me, He's an Angel to all the chicks
They say he's a true lover,
To the Philippines he came over
It's true! Just to be with his lover
See how sweet he is,
to travel and find where she is
So, hottie I want your baby!
come over here and find me!
One thing I could guarantee,
I'll be completely yours, truly...
Roxy (your desperate fan...) .. hehe :)
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The Nipple Song - me Loves it! :)
I am so laughing my ass off right now!
I love this video!!! WoohoooO! Amazinggg! I wish they keep on doing more of these videos lol.
My message to Buffalax : You rock! More More More! :)
nipple nipple aaaaaahhhh nipple nipple...! Darn. My LSS! (last song syndrome) If you want to laugh, watch this!
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Extra Ordinary :)
Trust me
Trust me
From the day I started
All that I ever wanted
Is just the money in my pocket
Im so lucky for learning so much
coworkers and bosses I got close, and in touch
Some days they've been hard on me
I dont care cause I love my job and do it willingly
Now that they passed a huge responsibility,
Not sure if I could do it properly
Im worried that I might not meet their expectations
But they say, not to worry "you're doing a good job" upon observation
It's so nice to hear, like a melody in my ear
with that, It takes away all my fear
Not sure what Im going to be
Im so thankful you gave your trust on me
I'll try my very best on this new job, you'll see.
My Sunday
My day started really bad, I woke up early with a very bad dream. Its really weird, I dreamed about my Uncle sending me a text message, saying "Roxy, your dad died yesterday" That's very unusual cause My uncle (mum's Brother), He never got a chance to bond with my dad even if they are both in the circle of musicians here in HK, oh god. The thought of it just makes me scared.. anyway, So I thought of calling my dad and it was a bit early (7am) but I ended up calling him at 12 midnight and it kinds of freaked him out cause I don't usually call him and he thought I called cause something bad happened or whatsoever... So I calmed him down a bit when I said I just couldnt sleep and thought about how you are, so here it goes:
Dad: uh, Im ok, what is your problem?
Dad: Are you pregnant? (laughs)
Me: Dad! (I was freaking out)
Dad: Well why did you call me this time of night! I am sure there is something wrong!
Me: Nothing's wrong dad! I just wanted to call you cause I felt like I haven't called you for ages!
Dad: so, whos the guy? (laughs)
Me: DAD! I AM NOT PREGNANT!
Dad: ok then, so why cant you sleep?
Me: Nothing, Im about to but I just wanted to call you first before I go to sleep.
Dad: ok, drink milk, so you can have a goodnight sleep.
Me: Ok dad will do.
Dad: ok, go to sleep. take care bye
Me: Bye
It was just a silly conversation, I know! But I felt good & happy to hear his voice, and I missed him. He's really funny, I mean why would he ever think Im pregnant!?! lol darn. haha :)
Going back to the morning, after the dream woke me up, I decided to go back to sleep but 5 Minutes later my friend called me, so I answered and talked to him for awhile but his line was breaking up so it went off unexpectedly. I was trying to call him back, but I lost patience and decided to go back to sleep again, so I fell asleep for an hour then woke up, checked my phone, saw My aunt's message, "We go dimsum for lunch at 12, pls join us" o ooh I love dimsum (Chinese Food) I was still groggy, but I managed to have a quick shower and prepared in 30mins. Its not that I wasn't expecting it cause she told me on saturday night that we will have lunch, what I didn't expect is that we will have chinese food. I was thinking buffet, cause thats what we normally do on Sunday lunch.
Then after lunch was the fun part, we went SHOPPING! weeeeeee! :) it just took me 10mins to choose what clothes I want to buy, cause I already knew, I just need to try it on to figure out if it fits me well. so yeah, unlimited shopping! It just made my sunday a bit ok after that dreadful dream.
So basically My sister, My Uncle & I pretty much spent the whole day bumming around with my aunts and cousins, watching The filipino channel, A bit of gossiping (well thats what they always do) lol. Eat, Eat, Eat and Eat... If you think about it, t'was a boring day.. Minus the lunch & shopping :) but it was kind of relaxing for me, just think about the 6 days of stress at work, I must say, I very much prefer doing these things. :)
Another fun part was, I didn't spend my own money at all and at the same time got extra money from my uncle! he gave me 500 bucks for winning. (he's addicted to Horse racing) That's just.... I dunno cant explain! :) So... the day went well... :) Thats all I could say.....
hmm let me make a recap, so far Ive done:
- Got 2 shades (sunglasses)
- Went shopping for new clothes
So.. my next goal for next week is... hmm to ask for my Aunt's old digicam. hehe yep yep, Im not that bad...! cause its old, its not like im going to ask for a new one.. :) so we'll see. Im excited. lol.
Till my next post.. :)
Dad: uh, Im ok, what is your problem?
Dad: Are you pregnant? (laughs)
Me: Dad! (I was freaking out)
Dad: Well why did you call me this time of night! I am sure there is something wrong!
Me: Nothing's wrong dad! I just wanted to call you cause I felt like I haven't called you for ages!
Dad: so, whos the guy? (laughs)
Me: DAD! I AM NOT PREGNANT!
Dad: ok then, so why cant you sleep?
Me: Nothing, Im about to but I just wanted to call you first before I go to sleep.
Dad: ok, drink milk, so you can have a goodnight sleep.
Me: Ok dad will do.
Dad: ok, go to sleep. take care bye
Me: Bye
It was just a silly conversation, I know! But I felt good & happy to hear his voice, and I missed him. He's really funny, I mean why would he ever think Im pregnant!?! lol darn. haha :)
Going back to the morning, after the dream woke me up, I decided to go back to sleep but 5 Minutes later my friend called me, so I answered and talked to him for awhile but his line was breaking up so it went off unexpectedly. I was trying to call him back, but I lost patience and decided to go back to sleep again, so I fell asleep for an hour then woke up, checked my phone, saw My aunt's message, "We go dimsum for lunch at 12, pls join us" o ooh I love dimsum (Chinese Food) I was still groggy, but I managed to have a quick shower and prepared in 30mins. Its not that I wasn't expecting it cause she told me on saturday night that we will have lunch, what I didn't expect is that we will have chinese food. I was thinking buffet, cause thats what we normally do on Sunday lunch.
Then after lunch was the fun part, we went SHOPPING! weeeeeee! :) it just took me 10mins to choose what clothes I want to buy, cause I already knew, I just need to try it on to figure out if it fits me well. so yeah, unlimited shopping! It just made my sunday a bit ok after that dreadful dream.
So basically My sister, My Uncle & I pretty much spent the whole day bumming around with my aunts and cousins, watching The filipino channel, A bit of gossiping (well thats what they always do) lol. Eat, Eat, Eat and Eat... If you think about it, t'was a boring day.. Minus the lunch & shopping :) but it was kind of relaxing for me, just think about the 6 days of stress at work, I must say, I very much prefer doing these things. :)
Another fun part was, I didn't spend my own money at all and at the same time got extra money from my uncle! he gave me 500 bucks for winning. (he's addicted to Horse racing) That's just.... I dunno cant explain! :) So... the day went well... :) Thats all I could say.....
hmm let me make a recap, so far Ive done:
- Got 2 shades (sunglasses)
- Went shopping for new clothes
So.. my next goal for next week is... hmm to ask for my Aunt's old digicam. hehe yep yep, Im not that bad...! cause its old, its not like im going to ask for a new one.. :) so we'll see. Im excited. lol.
Till my next post.. :)
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Me & you
Me & you
Here I am making a poem
but this time its not about a him
its about a friend that I just knew
who Ive been talking to for quite a few
Very loud but uniquely sweet
every conversation we had, makes me stomp my feet!
she's a friend with a very big heart,
Im sure its impossible for us to part.
There is somewhat a connection between us,
One thing Im sure, we can kick ass!
coz we both dont like people, making a fuss!
Insecurities and immaturities are not in our vocabulary
coz people like us, are gifted with versatility,
Can be really childish or simply be a lady.
See thats why our friendship worked,
we are so compatible, like a spoon & fork.
No bitching, insulting, backstabbing or whatsoever,
those are the main things that keep us together.
Our dominating jokes could make people laugh and choke :)
Exchanging green jokes about the blokes,
So funny to think, what we do behind our folks :P
So in 1 month time we are going to meet
Im sure its gonna be hell of a week!
Hi Ho Hi Ho to disney we will go!
All the fancy places, and Buildings I will show
I am so excited I know, you know.
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Lucky niece :)
I dont really feel like posting any of my personal issues at the moment... There are just so many things happening all at once that I feel like I'm in a dream or should I say "Nightmare" that is so hard to move, and you can barely breathe properly like doing a 100m run. So, I'd rather keep it in my mind than to blurt it out on this boring blog. Besides, I'm not yet ready to talk about it, time will come, just not now. I cant be more stressed as I might end up saying stupid things :)
So anyway, I just got home from my Aunt Ritz's place. My 3 Cousins, Princess(13), Mia(14), Alexa(12) (Mia & Alexa are sisters) just arrived in Hong Kong from our hometown (Laguna) along with their mothers, Tita Cynthia & Tita Doris. I'm happy that they had the chance to visit Hong Kong again on my rich aunt's tab, from tickets, to lodging, to.. actually almost everything.... That's the good thing about my Mother's sisters, they have fancy lives but they don't forget to help us peasants, who is in need of fancy things.. lol :D Kidding aside, I am so thankful that in spite of the good living they have, they never forget to help their own families who are financially in need.
So.... hehe Yesterday I went shopping for shades, guess where? in my aunt's room, where her cabinets & closets are. Damn, its like a mini mall. lol! so I got 2 Shades, 1 BCBG/Maxazria and 1 Prada both worth a thousand HK dollars!!! Unbelievable. Seriously, there is no way I can buy those shades using my own money. I mean, I can afford, but it hurts. it really hurts especially my pocket.... lol.
Luckily, I achieved my goal for this week, I got 2 shades and I'm happy!. Next week, my goal is to ask my aunt to buy me new clothes.. hehe but hey, I don't ask her directly.. I just say.. (oh.. you might want to go shopping, I could keep you company and help you bring the heavy shopping bags..) lol, so basically you need to kiss her ass just to get what you want. :P I am so bad.. I know. So its gonna be another shopping weekend! (I wish) but this time, I don't have limitations! I could get whatever I want!! weee! so wish me luck! I hope my charms works for this one.
Tata!
So anyway, I just got home from my Aunt Ritz's place. My 3 Cousins, Princess(13), Mia(14), Alexa(12) (Mia & Alexa are sisters) just arrived in Hong Kong from our hometown (Laguna) along with their mothers, Tita Cynthia & Tita Doris. I'm happy that they had the chance to visit Hong Kong again on my rich aunt's tab, from tickets, to lodging, to.. actually almost everything.... That's the good thing about my Mother's sisters, they have fancy lives but they don't forget to help us peasants, who is in need of fancy things.. lol :D Kidding aside, I am so thankful that in spite of the good living they have, they never forget to help their own families who are financially in need.
So.... hehe Yesterday I went shopping for shades, guess where? in my aunt's room, where her cabinets & closets are. Damn, its like a mini mall. lol! so I got 2 Shades, 1 BCBG/Maxazria and 1 Prada both worth a thousand HK dollars!!! Unbelievable. Seriously, there is no way I can buy those shades using my own money. I mean, I can afford, but it hurts. it really hurts especially my pocket.... lol.
Luckily, I achieved my goal for this week, I got 2 shades and I'm happy!. Next week, my goal is to ask my aunt to buy me new clothes.. hehe but hey, I don't ask her directly.. I just say.. (oh.. you might want to go shopping, I could keep you company and help you bring the heavy shopping bags..) lol, so basically you need to kiss her ass just to get what you want. :P I am so bad.. I know. So its gonna be another shopping weekend! (I wish) but this time, I don't have limitations! I could get whatever I want!! weee! so wish me luck! I hope my charms works for this one.
Tata!
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For Him - Part 2
Dont make my feelings fade
This is my second poem
a poem about you again
I remember the questions that lingers on your mind
Answers are very easy to find
I used to be strong now you make me weak
Im always waiting for you and cant put me to sleep
see, what you're doing to me is wrong
but I keep on holding on
Because of you I drool makin me a fool
you make me see my past, present, future
I learned so much from you like my own private tutor
scared that my feelings are fading
I cant keep on waiting
I guess il just stop hoping
because I think you're just fronting
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For Him - My first poem in 21 years
Fool for you
I dont know what has gotten into you
why you left me so sad and blue
The mornings I told you everything
I thought that there was something
you said to tell the truth
but all I do is hide behind my youth
you knowing me is scary
all I give you is a smiling weary
I wish I just told you everything
so we just kept on talking
the way you talk it gives me the creeps
the thought of you always gives me the jits
i guess i was just thinking about myself
and never thought of what you felt
Now that you are gone
I hate to think that we are completely done
thinking of you every hour every minute thats all I do
I bet you think Im stupid being a fool for you
I dont know what has gotten into you
why you left me so sad and blue
The mornings I told you everything
I thought that there was something
you said to tell the truth
but all I do is hide behind my youth
you knowing me is scary
all I give you is a smiling weary
I wish I just told you everything
so we just kept on talking
the way you talk it gives me the creeps
the thought of you always gives me the jits
i guess i was just thinking about myself
and never thought of what you felt
Now that you are gone
I hate to think that we are completely done
thinking of you every hour every minute thats all I do
I bet you think Im stupid being a fool for you
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