Pandora Jade: August 2008

Nothing New

I'm going to do a little update about myself and about some stuff I've been dealing for the last couple of days. For those people who sent messages, thanks very much and I'm truly sorry for not replying back. I am not only feeling down lately, but I am very busy at work. I have been working my ass off 12 - 15 hours a day; work keeps piling up on my desk, I have my boss pulling me here and there asking to do this and that, plus I’m training a new staff and soon I will be handing over my job to her. It can be a little bit overwhelming but I am enjoying the new huge responsibilities/tasks given to me. Since I haven’t been able to express my gratitude to my bosses personally I might as well take this opportunity to say THANK YOU for giving their 100% trust on me. I would also like to thank my sister as everything that’s happening to me at work wouldn’t be possible without her help and full support. I love you and I will see you soon :) I am also dealing with some issues with some of my co-workers. I had been hearing a lot of bad mouthing and bitching about me. Probably jealous because of the attention I am getting from my bosses. I don’t really care because I know I am doing my job properly and I am not stepping on anyone’s toes. Yesterday somebody just got fired because of them. I am somehow close to the guy despite him being a whinging pom but still he hasn’t done anything bad to deserve such thing. Oh well fuck them. What goes around comes around. Good luck bitches. I wish you all well.

It’s not very easy to juggle things especially when you are also dealing with searing pain and agony in the heart. I am somewhere in between deep depression and “I-feel-sorry-for-myself-because-I’m-lonely” kind of thing. I am terribly missing him. There you go, I said it. There are times especially when I’m alone all I could do is think of him. Stating the obvious isn’t such a bad thing. Sometimes I need to wallow and let the depression settle in silently and just let it flow until I feel good about myself again. Give it try. It works for me. :)

Last Song Syndrome

Officially Missing You (LIVE) - Tamia

All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go
‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away
And today I’m officially missin’ you

I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I’ve fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today I’m officially missing you

Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially...

All I do is lay around, 2 years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all, I don’t know you at
all
Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say, baby, safe to say
that I-I’m officially missin’ you

Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially

Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way to let go of you

Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially...
It’s official

Shi Mo Na Fu

A TAG from my sweet bloomingdale :) :P

For the instructions, add your name on the list and simply spell out your name using the given Japanese letter- translations below. Tag 7 of your friends and inform them of the tag. Have fun.
TRANSLATION:

A - ka /G - ji/M - rin /S - ari/Y - fu
B - tu /H - ri /N - to /T - chi /Z - z
C - mi/I - ki / O- mo /U - do
D - te /J - zu /P - no /V - ru
E - ku/K -me/Q - ke /W -mei
F - lu /L - ta /R - shi /X - na

ROXY - Shi Mo Na Fu - Dayng, that was fun. Hey guys, check out my Japanese name! :D

I am not going to forward tags cause everyone on my list has been tagged. :D

Till my next tag :) I holllllers. :)

3 versus 1

All you have to do is say yes
To not involve in a little mess
So please beware,
These bitches has nothing to bare
everything bad they will say I swear

Taking miniscule details
turning them into huge pile of crap
this is their talent
This is their reason for being
this is what they do in their everyday living

just sit back, relax and get on with the flow
as I too, have my bitchy side to show
nothing we can do with them 2 faced bitches
sick of looking at their ugly faces.

Brilliante Weblog 2008 Award

Thanks for this award :)

This is given to me by Crash - Thanks so much :P

I am shocked. WOW. first award ever. Nothing to say but thanks thanks thanks. I love getting awards! Oh well, who doesn't? I am loving blogosphere more and more. :) This is cool because I get to pass on this award to other seven deserving bloggers, so here it goes:

Here are the rules for passing on the award:

Put the logo on your blog.
Add a link to the person who awarded you.
Nominate at least seven other blogs.
Add links to those blogs on your blog.
Leave a message for your nominee on their blog.

and the award goes to:

Cheers everyone!

xoxo

Mig Ayesa

Visit his official website - http://www.mig-music.com/

Mig: Hi! how are you?
Roxy: I'm ok! you?
Mig: Fantastic!
Roxy: Could I have your autograph on my CD?
Mig: Sure!
Roxy: Ok, so when you're done, let's take a photo and you have to act like you're going to kiss me and then I will do this face! (Pa-cute face, looking up with a grin) hehe
Mig: Awesome!
without any hesitations He did act like he was going to kiss me! camera flashes! everyone was screaming wo0o0ho0o0 you're one lucky girl!!!! (I AM ONE LUCKY GIRL.) Haaaaaay. :)
A few seconds later..
Mig: There you go. You have to let it dry before you put it back in. (He used a gold marker) hehe
Roxy: Thanks so much OH! another photo! this time other way around! Pleaseee?
Before I know it I was kissing his ears! haha. OK exage. not kissing, it was just like, uh. my lips was so long waiting for them to take the photos and suddenly my lips was on his ears! :D hehe He smells good. I don't know, maybe it was my fruity lip balm. Everyone was screaming and when I came down the stage, the fans are all smiling at me at the same time mumbling how lucky I am. :D FROOOGS!

It was so cool! - I could say its one of the happiest moments in my life. I couldn't stop staring and smiling on his cd the whole day until now, and it's been 3 days! GOD. I've been listening to his songs non-stop I have added it in our office play list and in my Ipod. Sooner my boss will be playing it in our showroom. LOL MIG MIG MIG all day.

Lemme show you a lil sumfin :P

Click the Album cover to listen to his songs. :)

DON'T LAUGH or I'll kick your arse. :P I look stupid I know. :P

My LSS -

Baby I Love Your Way - Mig Ayesa

Elements - Mall Show - Flirting with Sound - August 10, 2008 Sunday

Kiss from a Rox - Hehe :D

Oh yeah baby, compare me to a kiss from a rose :) - I took this video myself, I didn't finish the song my hands were too tired :D aww I just can't stop watching his videos over and over again it gives me the jitters! :)

He was a bit tired as he just arrived that morning in a 16 hours flight from London tired but still he gave his best effort to perform and interact with his fans! Hands down to you MiG! He is a wonderful guy I'm telling you! It's sad I wasn't able to go to We will rock you concert but at least I get to see him and have a photo with him! that's all that matters to me now. :)

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo sending my love to MiG

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo sending my love to my fellow bloggers.

MORE PHOTOS!!!!!

If you want a copy, please send me an email - Click >here< for my contact details.

If you are a Mig fan and you haven't joined the MiG Fans Forum well you'd be in big trouble if you don't join now! SO PLEASE JOIN!

Here is the link: Mig Fans Forum - Home

Cheers everyone!

www.roxy08.com - This is now my official site.

Thought I'd make a quick post about my new domain name. Please update my link on your blog roll. :)

Please change from http://foxyroxyloxy.blogspot.com/ to http://www.roxy08.com/
Funny I had time to organize my new domain name hehe :D

I have several posts sitting in my drafts at the moment, but I dont know which one to publish yet. I am still in LAZY / CRAZY MODE. But it's important that my EMO MODE is over. Atleast I get to have fun and forget about him just for a little while. I know this will come back just not sure when. :D

I am still on Plurk, Yahoo messenger and Gtalk. Send me a message if you feel like talking. :D
Yahoo: black_angel080
Gtalk: rox.cmag

08-08-08 Beijing Olympics? NOT - Is this your lucky day? YEP. :)

Ok so this post is not about the 2008 Beijing Olympics. I have no idea what's happening on there. Can't be bothered to check the news. Not interested. And also, I hate the news, I don't know but sometimes it just scare the crap out of me. Anyway, since this day only happens once and I'm still trying to believe that this is a lucky day, (for some people atleast) Why not give a little love to my fellow readers? I am seriously running out of ideas on what to write, and if I do, I would end up writing about that moron again. :D

So, I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, whether I should do this or not, is it worth it or not? But do I really need to have 2nd thoughts? ofcourse not! So for all my readers and commenter and also for my favorite Bloggers, this is going to be your lucky day (so thank 08-08-08 Lmao :P) as I've decided to give a spot specially for your badge and to advertise your own blog on my blog page for absolutely FREE! Isn't that amazing? This will be on for the whole month of August! So come visit my page more :P

Ofcourse, my top priorities are my top 5 favorite bloggers and my top 5 commenters. If you read this post, please send me your badges. If not, I will send you a message on your tagboard :D THE EFFORT! :) This is me, what can I do? (Dalian nyo habang ako ay ginaganahan pa. :P)

Ejiikiieru - Visitor/Commenter/Dropper/My Favorite Blogger Starts on 08-10-2008 24 Hours
Van - Visitor/Commenter/My Favorite Blogger Starts on 08-11-2008 24 Hours
Mico Lauron - Visitor/Commenter/Dropper/My Favorite Blogger Starts on 08-12-2008 24 Hours
Manilenya - Visitor/Commenter/Dropper/My Favorite Blogger Starts on 08-13-2008 24 Hours
Mang BADoy - My Favorite Blogger Starts on 08-14-2008 24 Hours

Send me your badges quick quick quick!

For others - don't get jealous silly you! everyone will get a chance :) All you have to do is send me an email at rox.cmag@gmail.com

Don't be shy! I would be really happy if you send me your badges! :) So quick quick quick do it NOW so I can put it on schedule! woo0oho0o0! :D

Ways to place a free ad request:

You must VISIT my blog EVERYDAY.
To get the free ad, you have to make your own badge for your blog, it could be simply your picture or a print shot from your blog or if you want to be artistic chorvaness. :P Its up to you really. just REMEMBER it should be 125x125 or 130x145 max. EX: PNG File 130x145
Please send me your name, your link and you also have to send your badge by email attachment (JPG or PNG will do) at rox.cmag@gmail.com PLEASE! NO SPAM!
I am working 9 hours a day so it might take some time to put up your badge on my blog, PLEASE be patient! I will reply on your email to let you know if I have accepted your ad request. Once approved you will see your badge below .Absolutely Cool People. on the date given.
One at a time! you have to fall back in line if you want another ad request! If you are new on my blog, don't worry! This free ad thing ends on end of August so you still have plenty of time to visit my blog :)
1 blog a day. If there are still available slots, I will rotate my ads from my top 5 and blog roll. So send your badges and promote your blog on my blog for free! :)

That's about it I guess, any questions just send me an email or simply click "Live chat with Roxy" below .About Me. I am 24 hours online on Gtalk - rox.cmag

Oooooh I looooove to love people. EMO MODE: OFF - AT LAST! Pretending? - HELL NO!

Bits and pieces

I could say I am not really good in remembering things. I AM forgetful lucy. I can't understand why I forget important things and remember things that shouldn't be remembered?

It's raining today. Typhoon 8 actually. It seems to be getting along with my darn emotions. I received a very good news yesterday at work, and it should be a happy day for me but it became the opposite. I dont think I deserve to be happy with the good news. I feel guilty.

I am dealing with some personal issues at the moment, too personal that I couldn't make an entry out of it. see its not all about him you know, I have other issues too. :D But whatever it is, it's affecting me big time and overpowering my happy emotions. Other than dealing with this personal issues, I am also missing him. It's all coming back and I don't know how to avoid it this time. Another emo mode day for me and it sucks because I get to stay at home which means I will be torturing myself for the rest of the day by reminiscing the conversations I had with him.

This day I wish the typhoon stops so I could go to work.

I tried watching ANGEL last night rather updating my blog, I just don't feel like doing any updates cause I would end up writing about him again like NOW. I woke up this morning hoping I would feel better but it didnt make any difference. I turned on the tv to check the weather forecast and found myself flipping through the channels and ended up on BBC channel which reminds me of him again, then started thinking about my conversations with him. Hearing these people talk on TV just makes me miss him so damn much. I remember when he was playing with his accent, it was really cute. I also remember his expressions that amuses me. It was just absolutely cute. *Sigh* I remember the way he talks gently just so I could understand him properly. I remember everything. WHY?

I guess Im just trying to remember these things so that I get my mind off my other issues. I am not expecting everyone to understand as these are just bits and pieces. its just being me. Just a bit of me.

A song I think would fit my mood.

Reversed - Re-post

This post contains obscene and explicit language. Children are not allowed to read. :D

This is now the most ugliest artwork I've ever laid eyes on. Piece of crap.

I made a poem for him last month. He said it's very good. YEAH RIGHT. You bloody fool.

Anything For you - Poem <-- Click here to see original post.

Anything For you - But that was Bepore! >.< (before) hehe

Time to give you this smile
A smile that is not worthwhile
The times I've been so into you,
Will do anything just to forget you,

Endless days, Sleepless nights
What I'd do to kick you right
Again, I will do this fight
Whatever happens, just get out of my sight

Nothing in common, gave me too much pain
I wont hold back for I have to gain,
to not worry, don't feel sorry for me
Should have mentioned this a million times,
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you,

Time will come, I will be happy in someone's arms,
I will be moving forward freely with no harm.

...and you will still be a stupid inconsiderate fucking moron.