Twilight Showing in HONG KONG December 19th, 2008

At exactly 9.40 tonight the world stopped, my eyes focused on the big screen.

FINALLY. The TWILIGHT movie. Premieres TODAY 19th of Dec. believe it or not, I just got back from watching the movie not even changing to my home clothes, as soon as I get in my room, I plugged my cd player, put on the soundtrack I just bought from Hong Kong Records, turned on my laptop and started writing. I will, once again, update my blog because I would never ever let this pass. This is a must-write-share-my-happiness-to-the-world-thing. Despite my panic attack and a hundred things to get done and settled before I leave for the Philippines, I have to stop and savor this moment and write about this night. This is how I am addicted to twilight, and I'm sure I am not the only one, so to all of you twilight fans out there, this is, well I must say it, "OUR BRAND OF HEROINE".

So.. to start with Robert pattinson's unbelievably, unhuman, beautiful amazing character, all I could say was "oh my god oh my god oh my god" I think I said it a hundred times while at the cinema. He is just the hottest guy ever. Perfect dream boy. Music, Acting, looks, everything a guy would ever wished for, so I'm gonna be like one of those girls, Rob! BITE ME and I'll be yours forever! haha.

The movie was just as I imagined when I read the book. It is just amazing. They have done a really great job and I am hoping to see New moon soon!

Me and My friend made sure this will be a very very special night. Being a twilight addict as we are, we dressed up nicely (Just decent, not over the top) booked a table at my favorite resto Dan Ryan's, ordered food and got ourselves pleasurely stuffed then off to this Luxury cinema (Palace IFC) in IFC mall. 2 Houses in same 9.40 time slots are FULL HOUSE. I didnt expect it would be popular here in Hong Kong knowing how boring chinese people are. But it is! and I think thats great!

PS: By the way.. I mentioned earlier on this post that I will be leaving for the holidays to the Philippines, YES. I am so excited and I can't wait to see my friends and family! and hoping to see some of my blogger friends! Pilipinas, here I come once again ready to rock everyone's world out there! Cheers everyone. Happy Holidays! you could do your xmas shopping and put my name on top of your lists!

PPS: oh oh oh BY THE WAY! I am well.. Happy. No one special YET but I am just happy, I just dont want to make a same mistake and make have assumptions again I have troubles on giving my trust.. Im just being careful. I think I finally got over things and I am enjoying my life at the moment. I just can't express how I feel so I kind of stopped writing. I dont understand why I could write as many as I can when I'm depressed and abandon when Im at my happy moments. I know. UNFAIR. But what the heck. Live life to it's fullest and don't care about people who doesn't want to care about you. Fuck it, the hell with them.

Will be updating more after the holidays promise!

xx

Just me today, as always.

There is nothing special about this movie. I just want to say a short, brief comment.

It was very intimate, had shown women at the early age repressed and looked down upon their husbands, had also shown what a pig a man could be just to get what he wants, and....

it's very........ uh, English. Reminded me of someone. No I wont elaborate on that.

I thought twice about this movie, but I ended up watching it anyway. I guess I was probably giving myself a test whether I could be immune to these kind of movies. I took it very well I must say, the fact that it was English (or British) it didn't bother me at all. I still am fascinated about everything (from history, culture, people, way of living etc. etc.)

I had dinner at Dan Ryan's (My all time favorite restaurant) with my book (New Moon) I stayed there and read a few chapters until the movie started.

I can say, it is more likely to be a nice day off. Just me, myself & I.

I was alone, yes. Being bored as I am at home, and since my friends (even co-workers) are busy with their family because it's actually public holiday today, I decided to watch a movie by myself. I know it's pretty lame but I don't see anything wrong about that, can't a 21 year old woman watch movies of her own? Does it seem pitiful? lol. :) I enjoyed it and I am going to do this a day off-ritual. I have been doing and arranging a lot of rituals lately so that at least I have something to look forward to every time a week starts. I started (sort of it was I assumed) arranged a Monday ritual with my supervisor and general manager to have a special lunch out once a week which means we get to eat in a real restaurant (Not just in cheap food courts) and talk about the latest gossip about what's happening at work (I kind of need to get in the loop somehow), I also have a friend who decided to do every Tuesdays our Movie/dinner night since tickets are really cheap. The rest of the week will be normal and maybe get myself to work my ass off the gym again. Life could be boring but it helps if you sometimes stop wallowing with your emotional feelings and appreciate the good things in life for once in a while. Life is beautiful, and so am I. :D

Off Topic/

I have been monitoring my feedjit (I know Im quite desperate to know who comes and go on my blog) and I have noticed that someone has been visiting my blog everyday and every night. I hope this doesn't scare him/her away as It would be really good to know who he/she is.

It would really make me happy.. I guess :D

To my avid reader from Frisco, Texas if you have balls, (he or she) whatever you are, chime in or at least drop a line. I know you've read almost all of my entries and you know me quite well already... I have a strong feeling that you want to say something... now is your chance. :)

Cheers everyone. Have a good week.

Oh yeah, its about you again, what's new?

I admit I have been very neglectful on my blogging duties. Something is stopping me from updating my blog I've so much to tell but every time I attempt to make an entry, I can't help but think of him. (I know, here I go again). So I chose to stop writing for a while. Maybe this is the reason why I haven't really gotten over him. It's because every time I write, everything I do, its always about him. No matter how hard I try to get rid of these thoughts about him, nothing happens. I know I am getting very boring on this never ending subject, but I would still write about it as this is what's in my heart. This is my blog, so I don't care if people won't like what I write.

Just to make things clear, I'm not busy, I just need some time and rest on this whole blogging thing. Maybe if I stop for a while, I would be able to get over him and move on completely with my life. Besides, he's the reason why I started blogging, so I think this would be a nice Idea and thought I'd give it a try. I don't want to write and pretend I'm ok and moving on. Because I'm obviously not. I still think about him, I dream about him, I imagine things about him (not sexual silly you), I miss him, I want him, I need him, ok I seem a little bit desperate and exaggerated but yeah it's a bit true. I am still waiting for him, I still get jealous of the fact that he's still inlove with his ex, I get jealous whenever I think about the internet love affair he had with that other filipina (that was before me, I think I was the reason why he stopped talkin to her or he just got scared cause she wanted him to marry her for a visa or sumfin) She's been bitching alot about me, how I was being a slut and all that) ok that's another story, I still think I would still meet him when I go and visit his country, I still think... I still think... I still think... I still think. He is still making me crazy up to this moment. I'm crazy about him and I don't fucking know why. I am so fucking mad at him for doing this to me. I am so fucking pissed on everything that has happened between us, all the conversations we had I admit it has been really good but I so fucking hate when I remember it. And the looks he had given me, you! yeah you! don't fucking tell me that wasn't something. I know it's something when you were looking at me that way. I am so sure there was something inside those pretty green/blue (?) eyes and Im not sure whether you felt something for me or you just felt something arising from down there because I turn you on (yeah it took me so long to believe that I actually turn you on) UGH. MEN.

...I miss you, you fuckin moron.

/off-topic

I'm crazy about this new telenovela from ABS CBN "Kahit isang saglit" Starring Our very own super hot Jericho Rosales and Malaysian Actress Carmen Soo. I know this is corny, pero wala na akong magagawa bumabalik nanaman ang pagka-adik ko sa mga primetime bida! Apir tayo jan mga kapamilya! :) Kakapanood ko lang ng first episode kanina talaga namang napaka-ganda, lalo na ang mga views sa malaysia. Infairness magaling yun batang Garie ha. and OH-EM-GEE Jericho Rosales is sooo HOT and good looking rawr. They both look good! I have nothing more to say but please watch this teleserye! :) For those who has no TFC subscription, you can still watch it on some websites who has ABS-CBN live streaming.

Good night and till my next. uh, update.

Mig Ayesa

Visit his official website - http://www.mig-music.com/

• Mig: Hi! how are you?
• Roxy: I'm ok! you?
• Mig: Fantastic!
• Roxy: Could I have your autograph on my CD?
• Mig: Sure!
• Roxy: Ok, so when you're done, let's take a photo and you have to act like you're going to kiss me and then I will do this face! (Pa-cute face, looking up with a grin) hehe
• Mig: Awesome!
• without any hesitations He did act like he was going to kiss me! camera flashes! everyone was screaming wo0o0ho0o0 you're one lucky girl!!!! (I AM ONE LUCKY GIRL.) Haaaaaay. :)
• A few seconds later..
• Mig: There you go. You have to let it dry before you put it back in. (He used a gold marker) hehe
• Roxy: Thanks so much OH! another photo! this time other way around! Pleaseee?
• Before I know it I was kissing his ears! haha. OK exage. not kissing, it was just like, uh. my lips was so long waiting for them to take the photos and suddenly my lips was on his ears! :D hehe He smells good. I don't know, maybe it was my fruity lip balm. Everyone was screaming and when I came down the stage, the fans are all smiling at me at the same time mumbling how lucky I am. :D FROOOGS!

It was so cool! - I could say its one of the happiest moments in my life. I couldn't stop staring and smiling on his cd the whole day until now, and it's been 3 days! GOD. I've been listening to his songs non-stop I have added it in our office play list and in my Ipod. Sooner my boss will be playing it in our showroom. LOL MIG MIG MIG all day.

Lemme show you a lil sumfin :P

Click the Album cover to listen to his songs. :)

DON'T LAUGH or I'll kick your arse. :P I look stupid I know. :P

My LSS -

Baby I Love Your Way - Mig Ayesa

Elements - Mall Show - Flirting with Sound - August 10, 2008 Sunday

Kiss from a Rox - Hehe :D

Oh yeah baby, compare me to a kiss from a rose :) - I took this video myself, I didn't finish the song my hands were too tired :D aww I just can't stop watching his videos over and over again it gives me the jitters! :)

He was a bit tired as he just arrived that morning in a 16 hours flight from London tired but still he gave his best effort to perform and interact with his fans! Hands down to you MiG! He is a wonderful guy I'm telling you! It's sad I wasn't able to go to We will rock you concert but at least I get to see him and have a photo with him! that's all that matters to me now. :)

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo sending my love to MiG

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo sending my love to my fellow bloggers.

MORE PHOTOS!!!!!

If you want a copy, please send me an email - Click >here< for my contact details.

If you are a Mig fan and you haven't joined the MiG Fans Forum well you'd be in big trouble if you don't join now! SO PLEASE JOIN!

Here is the link: Mig Fans Forum - Home

Cheers everyone!

Batman - The Dark Knight

I know ya'll see this coming. Yes I am going to make a post about a movie again. :P

This month Ive seen 3 Movies - Wanted, Hancock, and lastly Batman - The Dark Knight. BRILLIANT MOVIE.

If I were a movie critic and to rate these three movies, I would say Batman is on the top.



Joker -I chose to put up Joker's (Heath Ledger) Photo out of respect on his tragical death. (May he rest in peace) I have been blown away by his performance in this movie and it is a pity that we have lost one of the amazing actors that showbiz industry could ever have. No one could have ever done this role but him, this is meant for him. 2 Thumbs up to you heath. :)





Favorite Scene - Hong Kong Scene - I am P.R.O.U.D. I have nothing more to say. Hong Kong indeed has the most breath-taking views ever in Asia. I was born here, I live here, I will DIE here. This is how I love Hong Kong.


Story Plot - This movie was not just another normal action movie, although we are all aware that "batman" is based on the comic book super heroes, still they have done an amazing story twist with a little bit of reality in it. One thing I noticed is that they have more dialogues than action which is good because from that it explains everything and you will know the true story behind batman & Gotham city.



Bat Mobile - As with any Batman film, batman's vehicle plays a humungus role in the movie!! The latest Batmobile all sexy function where the old ones were simply comical!!!
one word : AWESOME!!!!






The Dark Knight - and lastly........ The batman himself. HE IS SO FREAKIN HOOOOT. Christian Bale pulled it off very well with his SEXY-HUSKY-TO DROOL OVER-VOICE and his tantalizing body. OH - EHM - GEE !! Though George Clooney did very well in the previous batman movies but I must admit its a pleasure to see a younger one! :P No offense to george he's still hot but he's better off with more matured movies :)



I have always liked batman since I was kid. I have watched all batman movies and this, I must say is the best of all.

I am amazed on how I managed to divert my emotions!!! isn't that great! hehe :P

PLEASE DO WATCH THIS MOVIE...PLEASEEEEE I am begging. haha over. LOL

Hancock

Another MUST-SEE MOVIE!

- Comedy, Drama, Action & Fantasy all in one!

"Good Job" "ASSHOLE" You'll hear a lot of these words mentioned in this movie. Trust me! you laugh your ass off. LOL Watch it, you'll know what I mean!

Charlize Theron

One word: HOT! - she is so friggin hot in this movie. I didn't like her role as a mum and a housewife it just didnt suit her! accck I really want to reveal something but I can't! so just WATCH THE MOVIE. :)

What the fuck have you done lately?

- NOTHING. Im fucked up lately, and it SUCKS!

My memory is still fresh so I really need to post this. I am not mad and definitely not trying to offend anybody by swearing, LOL my title was the last words Wesley gibson (James McAvoy) said after assasinating Sloan (Morgan Freeman) so.. I was just answering the question :)

- THIS IS A MUST SEE MOVIE.

Anyway... I just came back home from watching this absolutely amazing movie! Oh my fucking gosh. (Sorry I can't help it) :D I realized I haven't watched a movie in the cinema for ages! last movie was Harry potter and the order of the phoenix and that was like what, a year ago?!! Gawd, I really enjoyed tonight, I totally forgot how to have fun. Watching this movie tonight is kind of a big thing for me :) I was hyper the whole time we were at the cinema (I still think I am and it's nearly 4 in the morning!) Ive got photos to prove it! haha (I still need to transfer photos from my camera to my pc, so I'll post it some other time :P)

So yeah, This movie hit my damaged brain in some way and I dont have a slightest idea how and why? Im pretty sure this is not a coincidence, this is a sign! Im meant to watch this movie to realize things! btw, I did. When they showed the trailer of this movie on tv, I said to myself out of no where "I am going to watch this" funny cause Ive totally forgotten about this movie when my sister sent me a text message asking if I wanted to come and see the movie with them. Ofcourse I said yes, I mean DOH. *Do something different for once in a while! So I did watch the movie with them and should I say this the second time, I really enjoyed it! If I was just pretending to be happy, I could say, WOW I'm good. One thing Im not good at is pretending that I'm not thinking about him, honestly, I'd make a complete idiot out of myself if I said "Oh, Ive totally forgotten about him" or.. "oh! just one click and he's out of my mind" or.. "nah, Im not thinking about him!" That is just fuck shit. Ofcourse Ive been thinking about him and that is normal! I will think about him as long as I want and I will stop if I want to. From now on, I will do anything I want and not let this stupid feelings affect or completely stop me from doing my usual things.

At first, I thought, I was waiting for him... but I wasn't really waiting for him... I was just in desperate need of attention.. I was waiting for him to end this and not just run away or ignore me. I feel like he left me hanging for a while there, If I didn't make the fookin move, If I kept my own beliefs, I would probably still be hoping and waiting for nothing. He knew I have made assumptions, If he just told me right away "Stop, dont do this, get over it move on and find somebody who you could be obsessed with" then I wouldnt upset myself too much would I?!? So now, Ive finally found the closure. Im not going to tell how and why. For now, I am not saying goodbye yet, Im not letting go yet, I wont give up yet, I will still be here, but when the time finally comes. Oh well, sorry to say, it's not my loss, it's YOURS.

So the next question is... What the fuck will you do next!?

- Haveeeeeee Fun!!!! :)

I am looking forward to for the next couple of days...

- Nicoles weekend visits (she's in Macau at the mo)

- Disneyland! :)

- Kung fu Panda!

- Akon concert :) (not yet sure)

- Clubbing!

- karaoke!

...and I hope more to come! :)

- R

My Freebie 5!

I got this idea from my sister! its so cool hehe

my freebie 5!

This is not in particular order :)

1.) Carmine Giovinazzo
2.) Leonardo dicaprio
3.) Ioan Gruffud
4.) Rob Morrow
5.) David Boreanaz


I think they're all a bit too old for me, I dont care! weeee I like older men!

I love MC!!!

I have been listening to Mariah Carey's latest album E=mc2, this I must say is one of the coolest. I have been a huge fan of hers since I was in my grade school days up until now. So these are my MUST-LISTEN top 5 favorite songs so far:

-Bye Bye
-I Stay In Love
-Thanks for Nothing
-Last Kiss
- I wish you well

As a few may know she just married Nick Cannon, She is so sweet she even included him on her Bye Bye Music video... Love this video! :)

Mariah Carey Lyrics

hehehehehe.... :)

Oh BTW, Mariah now has 18 No. 1s, surpassing Elvis Presley's mark!!!!! OH DEAR GOD. Keep Rockin MC! She's 2nd to beatles! Unbelievable. Amazing. Thats all I can say.

My Cutiesss :)

Awww.. Sweeeeeet! :)




Darn!... Kick the monster's Arse! hehe

Will Devaughn

Will Devaughn

My Afro-american/german/filipino, Tall, dark and handsome.. soon to be... Boyfriend.. He is SOOOO HOT! damn! grrrrr lol

As Ive mentioned earlier, we watched TFC (the filipino channel) and seen ASAP 08' (Filipino noontime show in the philippines) and this newbie caught my attention! So I just thought it would be good if I make a quick post about him as I cant keep him off my mind since I watched him do his moves on TV, Damn, seriously this guy could dance! So I wrote a lil sumfin for him.. hehe

Hottie I want your baby

Oh my god, he is so hot,
like a boiling stew in a pot,
with all the ingredients and spices
it makes my stomach jump like there are mice's

He may seem a bad boy on this pic
Like a playboy who acts like a complete dick
Trust me, He's an Angel to all the chicks

They say he's a true lover,
To the Philippines he came over
It's true! Just to be with his lover
See how sweet he is,
to travel and find where she is

So, hottie I want your baby!
come over here and find me!
One thing I could guarantee,
I'll be completely yours, truly...

Roxy (your desperate fan...) .. hehe :)